jessica eucalyptus: 09

20090831

lol

there was a burst of afterthought and the afternoon light somehow met the afternoon in a fair and laborious match and it was fantastic and soft and like air trapped in the hull and further more i couldn't place my finger on the exact nature of my boredom, except that i was bored and no amount of fluttering of the pages in the wind could halt it and i dragged with me the motions and matter and dispelled it like sad smoke in a gown or the undergrowth and knowing that i should pack some film but having no focus and dearly wanted to crop each frame of my eye so that all the shadows turned their naked faces away and enlarge each crestfallen second into bleached and biblical proportions and stray them in continents of nettle or brush or sage or anything that grows near or far but there seemed no possible road through the dense stillness of the day and it was wasted in the afterthought again.

mulch

20090828



 
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